The past few weeks has been a little weird really. I can't quite place my finger on what exactly, but I just feel more alive than I have been. Interestingly enough, the past few weeks have also been an extremely busy time for me. Which is odd. I'm usually feeling really dead and tired when I have loads to do, but not this time.

The past few weeks have also been really weird. (did I mention that before? haha..) Its been one of the most interesting periods in my Christian walk. Verses just jump out at me, prayers get answered and things just fall into place. Which is odd. My Christian walk hasn't been this interesting in a while.

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"May God himself, the God of peace, sanctify you through and through.." -1 Thes 5:23

"..being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus." -Phil 1: 6

"For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast" - Eph 2:8-9

I thank You that You're as sovereign in my sanctification as you are in my justification. I thank You that You're not done with me yet. I thank You for this gift of grace and I realise I can't do anything to merit it. Amen..

On blogging..

I was just thinking how at times, I tend to be very careful at choosing words when I blog. Sometimes to the point I feel its kinda fake. But perhaps its for other people's sake that I'm choosy with words. What do I prove if these words were for myself?

I think I've yet to find the right balance between pleasing others and being true to one's self. But I do think that I'm gradually finding equilibrium. (heh, engineers ftw!)

One thing for sure, my blogging needs to be more meaningful that just sporadic random updates of things that are happening. Why blog at all if only for such trivial stuff? Hopefully from now on, my blogging will be a little more purposeful and consistent =).

wipe this smirk off my face.. =D

Jesus can fix your laptop..

Yes he can..

Dreams..

I don't want a long life, I want a meaningful life..

Well said. Even when in dreams..

Weird..

I never did spend the last days with him. And now that I'm back, I'm still unsure of what I've lost. I wish this wasn't the case. But perhaps being away in UK while all these happened, helped reduce the grief.

Summer hols sure feels kinda weird without Markus.